Missing You

I once thought blogging was such a ridiculous concept, who wants to hear about my boring life. Then I caught myself reading other's blogs to see what was going on in their life. And the truth is, I think that technology has a lot to do with the disconnection of relationships, we are too connected in an impersonal way. But this is not a rant concerning the degradation of the world. This a about joining the revolution! Because I am such a terrible friend and seem to incapable of keeping up my connections, I have decided to let everyone, if you want to or not, know about my life. 

First off, I want to say how much I miss everyone and I look upon the friendships that I have lost and let fizzle. If you are one of them, I want to truly apologize. I have not been known to be a good friend, I realize this and acknowledge that it is personal flaw. I am sorry that I never call, text, or email. However, believe it or not I do think about you. I wonder how your life is going and wishing I was a bigger part. I realize that we are grown ups with a lot to deal with. Trying to find a balance. All and all, I just wanted to say I'm sorry for not being there. I am sorry for not being a better friend. 

I, clearly in my time of sickness have done some soul-searching. This was done in between watching the first season of Heroes. Which I have completed in almost one weekend. Let's just say I had a little time on my hands. I just wanted to let you know that I love you and I miss you.